College...don't think I'm read for that yet

Evidently I'm still happy even tho there was no sun today. The musical is finally coming along, progress I say, slow progress! We ran through the whole thing today which I think is the first time that has happened. I then decided to take my 3 hours between classes and chill out with friends. My friend Linnea and I went to a cafe and just talked and talked and talked, which I just love to do!! :)

Today I received info that I have to start picking classes and a curriculum for GAC. I can't believe the time has really come for me to start college. I think I have been dreading this moment ever since I heard the words "college applications" during junior year. Well since the time has officially come I guess I have to be a little excited for it, which I think I am. Just scared at the same time. My hope is to go with Curriculum II from GAC, which is a lot like a charter school based system I think. I hope I get into it and that things slowly start to feel right for me.